05/30/09 Stream of Consciousness
I have a stack of secrets I would love to share here. Maybe I will.
Considering sponsoring a child through Compassion International. It would be a much better use of my money than iTunes.
Monday evening meet up with Emily. It’s been a very long time. Not even sure what we could possibly talk about or do.
I found what could arguably be my first “black book” today. It’s a book of poetry I wrote. Spans a few months in the spring of 2000. I shared it with the people that were most important to me. Until I forgot about it many years ago. I’ll share it with whoever I finally get to spend my life with.
Trying a new church tomorrow. A new type of church. My destiny instinct tells me this isn’t the place I come to rest at, but it does tell me that it is a vital step.
My destiny has always been clear to me. Until things fell apart. A friend pointed out, earlier this afternoon, that this is probably my chance to actually steer it. Thanks, Marissa. However, I still feel compelled to let it run as it always has. Every time I try to alter course, there is a violent correction. I guess it works like time in LOST. The universe always makes sure certain things happen, no matter how hard you try to alter them.
UP changed my outlook on things. I didn’t really care about the movie, though. Pixar movies just aren’t as magical as they once were for me.
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I promised a secret.
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