Blogomattic A Fine Line Between a Story and Reality

Metaphor

I have been really debating over my return to this place. With all that has happened the past year, this blog feels more like a burned down sanctuary than any place I can manage to call home. It feels wrong, hollow, even foreign. I have tried doing controlled burns and taking an all out ‘scorched earth’ approach with reshaping this blog’s past. However, I still own this ground and must take responsibility for what has been done.

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It hasn’t been easy for any of us involved concerning the total loss of everything we held dear just a year ago. So much is gone, so much is still slipping away and we are still holding on to anything, anything at all, that will float as we watch our ship slip beneath the waves. Its amazing how much hope remains with some, while others see the situation for what it is.

I’m lost. Adrift. Awash in the choppy sea. This is all far from over and I have become willing go under just to have the nightmare end.